Tuesday, 9 September 2014

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Life has never been this tiring before. Not because of work, but issues that is beyond my capabilities.

An individual is required to take up responsibilities during the process of growing up, but when responsibilities grow so quickly and you do not have the capability to handle it...it's overwhelming.


My lecturer taught us "Locus of Control", either you control your life or your life controls you. As much as I wish to control my life, it's really beyond my capabilities and it is suffocating.

He is still in a state of delirium. Everyone tells me to forgive him, do they know what they are saying? Outsiders do not know how it feels like to be in my shoes, but seem to enjoy giving unproductive advices and testing my patience. I'm at my limit, I sincerely hope that people who have nothing better to say can shut their trap.

I've ran out of ideas to vent my frustrations and anger. Perhaps, ending the unfilial jerk's life will be satisfying for me. However, the sacrificial ratio will be 1:4.

Yeap, holidays are over and there's no proper rest. Thorough renovation, rewiring and being on the road for several hours a day - all for the sake of a better tomorrow.

Tough times don't last, tough men does.

I'm a survivor.

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